Monday, July 20, 2015

Yes, It's a Survey

I stole this idea from Dog with No Brain who stole the idea from surverysurveysurvey. So it's survey and I'm answering my own questions. Feel free to steal.

1. What is one situation you want to avoid ever happening to you?
Falling face first down the stairs.

2.  Low fat or fat free?
Low fat, if I have to.

3.  Are you cowardly?
Absolutely.

4.  Do you ever feel less than fresh?
Before I shower. I have to shower everyday.

5.  Whose number is 867-5309?
Jenny's and apparently you can have a good time.

6.  Have you ever written something on a bathroom wall?
Once, when I was about 13. I thought it would be funny.

7.  When was the last time you fell down in public?
A couple of years ago I was running across the street and fell as I trying to step up on the sidewalk. I immediately jumped and quickly looked around in hopes that no one saw me. Fortunately I didn't see anyone.

8.  Are you more aggressive or mellow?
Mellow.

9.  What have you done with your self to keep your life worth living?
I reach out to family, especially my two little nieces who I'm sure are the only people in this life who really love me back.

10.  What is the most incredible thing you can do?
I can do that live long prosper thing with my toes. 

Friday, July 17, 2015

Weirder and Weirder: Feeling are Getting Unlocked and Getting Out

I've been walking around numb for so long, I wasn't sure if I could have feelings again. For a decade I've been doing nothing but getting up, making it through the day, and going back to bed. This day, and the next, and the day after that. I guess I forgot how to live. I forgot there's such a thing a as future.

But lately, I haven't been numb anymore. My emotions are on high. And I don't like it. I getting used to not feeling anything. Why do I have to feel it now? What changed? I don't know. All of this writing has opened some kind of well of long buried emotion. I wish it had stayed buried. But without my consent feelings are pouring out. I find myself on the verge of tears all of the time now. All I can say is what the hell?

Maybe it's time to dig them up. Let them flow. Maybe if I can get to what's buried, it won't bother me anymore.

Well, that's 'it for right now. Life just keeps getting weirder.

Thursday, July 16, 2015

5 Strange, Twisted Theories that Make My Life a Little More Whimsical

My life has been so stress filled lately that I can't turn around without chewing my fingernails off. And I don't need to extra calories.

I need to make some real decisions and stick with them. Time is running out.

It's time to get back to who I am. That much I know for sure. What else do I know for sure?

1. If I keep working at what I want, and letting go of what I don't want, eventually I'll have what I want.
2. I come up with strange, twisted theories that actually make sense to me.
3. I prefer a life where you get to make up the way you want it go.
4. I like people who are a bit weird and strange.
5. Life is better with chocolate.

So that's my list for today. It is subject to change at any time, whether for necessity or simply for my amusement.

Have a wonderful life and enjoy!

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Can I Adjust to a Plus-Size Life?

Sooner or later, I've got to give up eating all of my cooking. But it's just so good. No, I've got to make up mind: Start getting back into shape or fully adjust to a plus-size life and just own it.

Here's the thing. I'm not comfortable. I feel terrible. And starting a cooking blog. What was I thinking? But, hey, nobody but me is making me cook and bake all the dessert I run across, right? So, I've got to make the Perfect Cream Cheese Frosting my last sweet for awhile anyway. Maybe.

Ugh. It isn't going to get any better unless I do it myself. Story of my life.

So that's it. For now anyway.